mandiefreak

03:53 pm: IMPORTANT NOTICE
I AM ABANDONING THIS LIVEJOURNAL. BECAUSE OF PRIVACY ISSUES WITH THIS JOURNAL, I AM MAKING A NEW ONE. TO ANY OF MY MUTUAL FRIENDS WHO WANT THE NEW ADDRESS, PLEASE EITHER LEAVE A MESSAGE HERE OR CONTACT ME BY EMAIL OR AIM. I AM NOT DELETING THE JOURNAL BECAUSE A) I DO NOT REGRET ANYTHING THAT I HAVE SAID OR POSTED ON THIS JOURNAL. THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT I DO NOT WANT TO READ THIS JOURNAL ANYMORE (TO THESE PEOPLE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU KNOW THERE ARE MORE THAN ONE OF YOU, SO DON'T GO POINTING FINGERS AT ME SAYING THAT I STOPPED THE JOURNAL BECAUSE OF YOU AND THAT I AM A COWARD: THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD WHO HAVE BEEF WITH ME AND THAT IS WHY I DON'T WANT THEM TO FIND ME. ALL OF YOU GET OVER YOURSELVES: YES I AM BISEXUAL, YES I DON'T LIKE PRESIDENT BUSH, YES I AM FOR ABORTION, AND YES I SAY STUPID THINGS, BUT IF YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SORRYS OR EXCEPT THAT I AM AN AMERICAN AND I MAKE MY OWN CHOICES AND AM MY OWN PERSON, THAN TOUGH BREAK FOR YOU...) AND B) I HAVE MADE IMPORTANT POSTS IN OTHER COMMUNITIES AND I DO NOT WANT THEM GETTING DELETED BY GETTING RID OF THE JOURNAL PERMANANTLY. SO ANYWAY YEAH, IT'S BEEN FUN AND I'LL SEE Y'ALL AROUND...

10:36 pm: well...
just when i thought i could trust, i was proven wrong. no matter how fucked i am or how much i try to change, it doesnt count. even when i dont do anything that is outwardly vicious or cruel like i used to, im still the bitch. i guess im wrong either way and trust is stupid. great deal...

10:09 pm: >:S
im friggin aggravated outta my mind right now. i wish that there was some kind of gay dance or sum shit going on cause i gave my number to a guy tonight. ive truly lost it...

03:32 pm: blah
i stayed home sick today. im really trying to keep up my policy for this year: staying home SICK only one day a month (which would mean only 9 truly unexcused sick days this yr since we get out earlier than the underclassmen) except for school visits and such. i knew the food at the engagement party was off. maybe there should be a sign that says "food contains msg"!!! *smacks forehead*

08:40 pm: jen's engagement party
pictures ahoy! (jen asked me to take down her and erics pic :( not like anyone else will read this thread anyway)

( Read more... )

06:55 pm: hope dont deflate on me now!
i went back to subway, where the manager told me to come back in 2 or more weeks if i still didnt have a job. i came back and told him what hours i could work and he asked me if i did sports. i said no and told him that my extracurriculars only took up one day of the week (2 at most and one day of the month where id b late on thursdays) and he was really happy with the flexibility of my hours. he said he was going to call me back and i could come in and take like a kind of test to see if i meet the standards of a subway employee. so im hoping this is it: i need money bitch!!!!!!!!!

07:20 pm: new pictures
ladies and gentlemen...the camera whore lol!

unto the madness ( Read more... )

06:30 pm: wow...im productive! lol
well i got started on my class essayist entry and doing all my homework, i updated my beccas closet site. i also got sumone else to join the group too.

http://www.geocities.com/asr_beccascloset/index.html

08:54 pm: pppppbbbbbttttt
so yea i havent updated in quite a while, huh? well heres the readers digest version: that spanish class drives me up a wall! its slow paced and the teacher/students drive me to the point where i want to punch in a wall. i really lik my geometry class cause the teachers r cool and i understand it...go fuckin figure. gym is ok, even though im in constant pain. i really like my history of attleboro class alot.

i am so sore and tired. i really want to makeout with sumone lol...nah fuck it, i wanna cuddle more. im too tired to move my lips and toungue.

01:26 am: aww this fic is so cute in an odd way lol
http://www.illuminations.nu/experimentv/whathe.html

11:26 pm: hahah fuckers
since i knew that that lady had ripped me off when i bought that barbell from her and she outright REFUSED to give me my money back even though i only left her booth for 2 MINUTES and there is no way it could have touched my skin...yeah rambling lol. but since my calling meant nuthing to them cause im just a minor, my dad called and he was PISSED. they basically said they couldnt refund my money (even though i have a receipt, surprise surprise) they would give me a gift card. watever, now i can get my school shopping done wihtout asking dad for anything. i really needed a sweater or hoody and AE is having a good sale, so ill just go there and get one of these -http://www.ae.com/AE_Gender.process?RestartFlow=t&Gender=Mens&Merchant_Id=1&pcount=0&CatalogFlag=FloorSet

and to cap off my back to school week: i LUV my gym class, which is a friggin phenomenon, met a cool girl there who reminds me of nicole from vegas ecept she has a heavy boston accent. my spanish teacher is a fucking loon and she shouldnt have a teaching degree. i luv my history of attleboro class and i UNDERSTAND geometry. go-fucking-figure! and im tired...but thats pretty much it lol

09:22 pm: how to post an mp3 for community use
http://s6.yousendit.com
send the file to someone
after the file is done, copy and paste the link given and share

thats easy enough lol! :P

04:53 pm: blech
im so tired. my school sucks. they think that painting and repairing some lights will make the school better when they need to do so much more and my classes suck (except history of attleboro, i LOVE that class). i am soooo tired...

04:51 pm: piece of an article about steven holt and his involvement w/ chris' album
As for the business of writing songs for Chris Kirpatrick, formerly of N'Sync, Holt is defiantly unapologetic.

"I had a one year old son at the time," he says, without a hint of remorse. "I just needed to make money. My agent approached me about it, and I was reluctant, but I just thought, 'you know, I've been writing songs for a really long time and it's something I do well. If I can make money to support my family doing that...'" Holt trails off, but then returns to the point.

"Honestly, I don't regret the time I spent with Chris at all. I kind of felt for the guy; I mean, he's been abandoned by the industry now. There's nothing really happening for him, but he just keeps chugging along. He's a survivor."

awwwwww :)

04:57 pm: thats some goooooood fiction
http://batgrrrl.artificially-sweet.net/recs/trickyfish1.html
http://batgrrrl.artificially-sweet.net/recs/lac3.html

01:29 pm: more pictures
uh oh! im turning into a camera whore!
( Read more... )

12:25 am: :)
well for a shitty day, the night has turned out to be better. i found a really great scholarship, the PERFECT one for me, and i can't wait to get all the materials to send it off *crosses fingers* also, i talked to grandma and shes comin over with her homemade chicken soup, and this margaret cho dvd is sooooo awesome (cant wait till the book comes in at the library). plus shopping with jen and eric on sunday (i forgot to ask if leann was coming). i actually feel pretty good right now...

08:15 pm: phew
went to six flags today. the whole day was a blow out and sarah lemmo drives me CRAZEE! but yeah im just going to rest this weekend and get in as much sleep and tv as possible. and not to forget shopping at prov place! WHEEEE! i need to go use the girls room, and my sunburn hurts (only on my face, i got lucky :P )

03:45 pm: new pics
the sky looked so pretty today...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v247/asr124/digi_pics/skytwo.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v247/asr124/digi_pics/skyone.jpg

and here is my shitty attempt to get a closer look at my painting
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v247/asr124/digi_pics/ck_painting.jpg

03:42 pm: more fics
http://www.legalladies.net/Fiction1.html
http://www.angelfire.com/realm/obsidianquills/sfiction/nsync/TieMeUpTieMeDown.txt
http://www.juppy.org/santa/by_sync2003.php